you said you’d never leave, but yet where are you? You left, left me alone to deal with everything. nothing has been the same since you left, all that’s left are broken pieces that are impossible to put back together.

seriously, all I fucking want is someone here to keep me from doing something I regret. I am so sick to death of being alone, I am scared of myself. I honestly don’t want to be here anymore, I’m crying out for help and getting nowhere! :(

i’m just gonna sit in bed and watch supernatural again. I really don’t feel much like being alive tho, just want it all to end.